kristopherzay:

I got this shirt not only because I know this is the kind of shirt you asked me to wear last week but because it reminds me of how you lit up my world and shined light on all of my demons and made them disappear. I was a worthless drunk that only thought of himself before you came into my life. Now I think of what really matters like friends and family. What we will be doin for the rest of our lives. Like traveling around enjoying the food of all different kinds of places. Taking selfies on hotel balconies and beaches and layin in bed being the envy of every couple in the history of love. I think of the little white house with blue shutters and the white picket fence with a tree tree in the back yard with a swing nd a tree house. I think of all the little demons that we will spawn haha. I think of how I’ll be waking up to the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. Waking up nd watching you sleep. Waking up to you fixing breakfast. Going to sleep holding your hand and head on my chest so you can listen to my heart beat for you. I look forward to being pushed off the bed nd covers being stolen and you wearing all my cloths leaving me naked. I look forward to coming home and just crashing on your lap and whatchin hellokitty and all those romantic movies you like. Your the one for me because you keep my ass in line and make me strive to do better. To better myself. You make the most Happiest guy in the world when your happy. That smile of yours brightens my day and night. Your bring out the real man in me that no one ever has. I would be honored if you would have my babies. You would make the best mother in the world. You care about your family to no extent and love the world no matter how dark it is to you and you look for the good in other people when they themselves can no longer see it. Without you baby….there would b no sun to light up the day no moon or stars to brighten the night and guide me to where I need to be. I would have no strength to get out of bed in the mornings and no want, to eat or sleep because everything I do I think of you. Every breath every blink every smell is you magen. Iloveyou so much and I cant bare the thought of losing you.
So Magen Renee Cooper. Will you marry me?

*crack kid voice* yahhhhh!!!!! πŸ’‹πŸ’˜

kristopherzay:

Ready to knock u out with my two pounds u damn tease hypnosisforestdweller

πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ πŸ‘‰πŸ‘Œβ€οΈπŸ˜

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kristopherzay:

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kristopherzay:

PJs on top of me for the bae hypnosisforestdweller

Mine😍❀️😏
If you gave me a chance I would take it
It’s a shot in the dark but I’ll make it
Know with all of your heart, you can’t shake me
When I am with you, there’s no place I’d rather beπŸ’™
In my pjs waiting for the bae kristopherzay
Fuck all them haters
Beautiful day :)
My English homework was to write yourself a letter that you would give yourself as a child and the topic and what I wrote just hit me hard
” Dear Magen,
              I’m not sure how to write this to you or what to say. Your life won’t be glamorous and your dreams of being a doctor and running for the Olympics won’t come true. You will not be happy. I’m sorry I couldn’t keep you safe keep you alive because one day I’m going to kill your warm loving spirit. With these bare hands of mine. You will adventually lose interest in everything that once made you smile. You won’t get the tree house you always wanted instead you’ll want to hang yourself from it. You will still remain faithful to god but will sin and be punished but forgiven. You will still be a daddy’s girl and you’ll still love the beach. You won’t be afraid of the waves crashing around you bringing you to the depths because that’s what life does. Your breathing problems will adventually go away but life will grab you by the throat and try to suffocate you. You’ll grow up to have one of the worst reputations. Guys will put their hands on you and rape every last ounce of your pure soul. You will never believe in love though you will find it it will tear you apart. You’ll still have the love of your brothers and develop an amazing relationship with both of them. Remember the friendship you longed for with hallie? You will finally have it and it will be fun and exciting! Finally you’ll have a real friend.  You’ll grow to be depressed and your outlet will be cutting and consuming alcohol and drugs. You will try several suicide attempts and you will have no friends. You will fear death longer only life and the monsters that hid under your bed hide inside your head. Don’t grow up. 
I’m sorry.
Love, 
  Magen”
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